“The good ones screw you, the bad ones screw you, and the rest don’t know how to screw you.”

Wow. I never really thought I would be back on here. Though here I am writing to you all again, that I am going to take a swing at this blog business. Maybe it is because I am missing my creative outlet. Maybe I am coming back because something new is about to take place. Maybe just maybe I am going to say forget it and actually mean it.

I would like to share one thing. I believe whole heartedly that when one door closes another one opens and that other door may take a moment. You know what. That is okay that it takes awhile. Also you might be surprised by what might be behind the door.

We are thrown through loops and fire everyday all the time and some how we still all land on our feet. That is exactly what will happen this time. I have been through fire but I think my landing was better than I thought it was going to be. Actually my landing kind of really surprised me.

So here I am sharing small hints and maybe confusion but you will all see it come to life in the next few months. In the next few months I think I will be whole heartedly me for once.


“The good ones screw you, the bad ones screw you, and the rest don’t know how to screw you.” ~ sex and the city


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A small truth

In all honesty I am not confident enough to be a blogger. and yes I hear your eye rolls.
I feel the confidence slipping away left and right not just here but in general. I do not have confidence in myself anymore so then how can I have confidence on here or instagram. Some of the confidence is gone because well I feel like I should be at a certain point in certain aspects of my life and I am not and in some cases I am struggling.
I am not a person who truly puts herself out there. I’ve tried to and a sliver comes out and then certain things happen and I wish I could crawl away again. But right now I am not crawling away right now I am taking time for myself. I am stepping aside and going to do what really makes me happy and this minuscule insignificant part of the internet isn’t making me happy. So like I said yesterday I am tipping my hat and saying farewell.

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