It is that time of year when we are all feeling a little spend-y. My reason for feeling spending is because the cold fashion season is by far my favorite. I would rather live where it is cold all the time, or just perfect jacket weather all year round. Anyway. The other reason we are all feeling spend-y this time of year is because we’ll the season, Black Friday is right around the corners and then followed by cyber Monday. Though if you haven’t noticed sales have been happening left and right all month long.
Wow. I never really thought I would be back on here. Though here I am writing to you all again, that I am going to take a swing at this blog business. Maybe it is because I am missing my creative outlet. Maybe I am coming back because something new is about to take place. Maybe just maybe I am going to say forget it and actually mean it.
I would like to share one thing. I believe whole heartedly that when one door closes another one opens and that other door may take a moment. You know what. That is okay that it takes awhile. Also you might be surprised by what might be behind the door.
We are thrown through loops and fire everyday all the time and some how we still all land on our feet. That is exactly what will happen this time. I have been through fire but I think my landing was better than I thought it was going to be. Actually my landing kind of really surprised me.
So here I am sharing small hints and maybe confusion but you will all see it come to life in the next few months. In the next few months I think I will be whole heartedly me for once.
“The good ones screw you, the bad ones screw you, and the rest don’t know how to screw you.” ~ sex and the city
In all honesty I am not confident enough to be a blogger. and yes I hear your eye rolls.
I feel the confidence slipping away left and right not just here but in general. I do not have confidence in myself anymore so then how can I have confidence on here or instagram. Some of the confidence is gone because well I feel like I should be at a certain point in certain aspects of my life and I am not and in some cases I am struggling.
I am not a person who truly puts herself out there. I’ve tried to and a sliver comes out and then certain things happen and I wish I could crawl away again. But right now I am not crawling away right now I am taking time for myself. I am stepping aside and going to do what really makes me happy and this minuscule insignificant part of the internet isn’t making me happy. So like I said yesterday I am tipping my hat and saying farewell.
I really want to start to have a post that helps me with my motivation. I started writing down quotes after this post and insta stores by Damsel in Dior. one of my favorite bloggers to follow. The best part about it is that I have always had a love for quotes which is why I made all my titles movie quotes. I have a thing about really listening to what is in-between the words in quotes and what the invoke inside my soul when I hear them. I also love when a quote can withstand time. A quote from the oldest movies that is still used today but then you also find these hidden gems in the newest releases.
On top of the quotes I have started blog partnering or photographer swapping with a fellow AMAZING blogger. This swapping of who is the photographer has shown me how much I enjoy taking photos. So having this post be a mixture of some outfit photos and photos I myself can take would also be a lot of fun!
But what I cannot decide is this. Do I do like a motivation monday post? Make it some sort of Friday wrap up post? OR. Do a midday pick me up? I am not sure. Anyone out there have a preference?
“Because, madam, maybe 200 years is long enough.” – The Hundred-Foot Journey, 2014
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